movement

ok so i can have the worst nights sleep wake up at 5 am only to fall back to sleep 3 minutes before the alarm goes off at 7am. i could have the worst day at work, get yelled at by cranky customers in the drivethru, be the only one working while everyone else stands around chatting and take the last customer with piles of change to count. i could come home to a messy house, not get to sit down for the first hour im home, do loads of laundry, sinksful of dishes, and have to wash a muddy dog, but as soon as i do get to stop and sit down, it all goes away. i feel this little man move around inside me and he makes everything bad, all my grumpy feelings and all my bad moods just go away, and hes not even born yet!!!! i cant wait to see how he makes me feel when i can actually hold him.

blogging??????

okay so this whole blogging thing is new to me and well i thought i would just give it a try. so here it goes.....



as most of you know, we are having a baby in june, pretty scary! some days i cant wait and am totally ready and other days i think what in the world are we getting into. not to mention the whole there is a human growing inside of me. its like sometimes i kinda forget that we're having a baby then he moves or i look at his ultra sound picture and its like it all hits me again. there is an actual human in me and in just 4 short months he will come out and meet us and we will be responsible for him.....forever!!! i know it will all be worth while in the end and i think most of these feelings are just hormones and nerves but come on, it is a little scary.



on the other hand i cant wait to meet my little man bolton. i cant wait to hold him and cuddle him, just to watch him sleep seems exciting to me. i cant wait to show him off. see him grow and dream about his future. its all so crazy. there is so much ahead for this little man inside me and so much ahead for our family. i cant wait to see where it all will take us.